
October 6th 2008-
today was a very hard day. I miss my mom very much, I can not believe that she has been gone for two years.
I never thought that it would be so lonely without her here, to see, hug, listen to, and smell.
My mom had the most amazing smell- I close my eyes and I can almost smell it- sweet and inviting, an aroma that no one else in this world has.
She had such a spirit about her, she could brighten you day with just a smile and a loving word.
I am glad that Mara was able to get to know my mom a little bit. Mara talks about her everyday and tells me that Grandma Joyce-y loves her and misses all of us.
Mara misses her grandma and loves her greatly.
Momma- I love you!! I miss you with all of my heart, what I would give to just be able to hug you once more and to hear you tell me that you love me. You are an amazing woman that I will always strive to be like, though no one will ever be as wonderful and amazing as you.

Snowbird '04 ( thanks Janet and Don)

on the family cruise'05 ( everyone but me, Jonah, and Mara went)

Bear Lake '05

Mom's birthday '06

Halloween '05

Mom's Birthday '05 ( yes that is a porto potty- that was our gift for boating)

Mara's Birthday '05 I love her outfit, she was always such a great sport about everything

mom at Mara's first birthday party ( Luau)
these are pictures after the funeral, I loved being able to see all of these great amazing pictures of my mom, in one spot. It took my breathe away- it was one spot that I could completely engulf myself inmoments of my mom

all of the pictures in the entry way
